He Who Loves Me...Always...Forever

I should have talked to Giggly before this. If it was not for her, I would probably be hating myself so much until I ended up crying.



I felt very depressed for the past couple of weeks. And I know perfectly well why I felt this way. There had been so many unhappy things happened which I felt like the whole world came crashing down on me.

I heard a lot of things which I could not really understand why people would like to make a big deal out of it. I used to be so tough in whatever I decided on and did.

But, when there were this group of people who thought they knew everything about me, started to make a fuss about my life, things started to get tough. These people has a very different way of leading their own lives...very different than mine.

The words I heard and were said to me, in hopes that I would lead a life like their's, were very strange and at times, I felt very disgusting. I wanted so bad to shout at them, to tell them that I have my own life to lead on and I prefer to keep it the way I want for as long as I want.

I hate the fact that they wanted to change me and my life into their's where life itself is about how many things you own. yes, the value of life is measured by the materials you have and not the knowledge and experiences one went through.

Just do not get me wrong, saying that I am a very highly experienced human being. The fact is I am not... I have a long road ahead of me which I need to walk on my own guided by Him who loves me dearly...endlessly.

I know that the principles I held on so strongly sometimes have it's flaw. I will make it perfect from time to time with experiences I need to go through.

Giggly had me do some deep thinking about the uniqueness of each individual. Even if there is someone out there who condemns me, cursing me with his or her words, I think it does not really matter now. His or her words means nothing to me than the Lord above whom gave His everything to free me. His or her words can never brings me down so easily, for I know He will eventually loves...forever...

Labels: life, spiritual

By Roslyn Nelson at 10:00 PM

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